October 5, 2007

I just had to tell all of you that I was pretty down last night with all that is going on in Guatemala. It was strange because I still believe Maya will come home to me but last night was the first time I thought, "Well, maybe she won't come home to me." This made me so sad and mad. I haven't slept well the last two nights (due to coughing from allergies) so I was laying in bed, tearful, and praying that God would give me a sign that everything would be OK and Maya will be home with me. So today I came into work and got an email from a friend that was a poem (just to me not a chain poem) about how God is here and working for me. Then I just read on the JCICS website that the JCICS and the US DOS and the Hague 'people' are all supporting an amendment to the Ortega Law that will allow in process adoption be completed. UNICEF is still NOT supporting it and there are still no answers but I feel like God said to me "I am here and I am working on it. Be patient and Maya WILL be home with you."